T-U-T-O-R-I-N-G

i would like to write something about myself.to be more specific, its about what i would love to do now and future. When i was a kid, i loved to design a fashion. Or another word, i want to be a fashion designer one day! haha funny right? unfortunately, it wasnt as easy as its word.. it's not easy to achieve something we want no matter how important it is in our life. or may be i still do not realize what is the best for me.

So, here it is.. last semester (second semester) there is an education program in UiTM Dungun called TUTOR TUTEE. Being controlled under Pusat Kecemerlangan Akademik (PKA) Organizations. when i was in second semester, i'm so interested to be a tutor of accounting. as most of the repeater are from accounting. And i'm soooooo understand how hard it is for them to score in accounts. i faced a tough situation though. haihh, mengimbau kembali kisah silam T_T.

deep in my heart, i can feel their failures. i can feel how far they struggled but it results nothing. and if possible i don't want they face what i've faced.

the funniest thing, i was sooo lack of confident to involve this program at first. so i hold it first. and when the 3rd semester came, i have successfully registered my name as a TUTOR of ACC 106. i followed all the program. teach many students and most of them are repeaters. Alhamdulillah, everything is going well.i even give some advice,not to afraid of manipulated question and be confident of your own principles.

well, instead of following PKA program, i have my own private tutee . wee :) and why did i do that? because im afraid if i've been given unknown tutee.so its better for me to find well-known tutee. what i mean is, at least i know who they are. and i got 2 tutees. they are boys. By coincidence, they need help in account , i guess. they are Amirul and Engku.

i have known Amirul since the second semester. he is friend of my friend. and ask him whether he knows somebody who need help in account? if yes, my pleasure to help them.but then, Amirul and his friend named Engku told me that they are the one who need help in account. so i offered them a tutoring with me. they even asked, is this a free tutoring? hahaaha funny !! :D why we have to put a price on something that is not belong to us? Allah gives me such that priceless knowledge, so why should i put a price tag on it, right ? it my pleasure to spread it to everyone.

so we exchange phone number to easily be contacted. the funny thing is,  that guy, named Engku, once i gave him my number, he is directly call me and we have a nice talk.well, nothing much, it is just he told me about his lecturer and his experience with accounts. hahaaha what a funny guy. :D he is kind of too friendly i guess. the weird thing is, he called me for twice. lalalala ~~~ awak ni sgt kelakar lah.hahaha.

ehh sweet pulak aku tgk gambar ni. :))

okay, so kitorg pun start tutoring pada 1 malam ni. untuk malam tu, aku deal dengan Engku je. sebab Engku kata dia seorang je. so i wait for him in the library. tell you what, dia datang sangat la lambat. erghh.. first time buat appointment, dah lambat sangat. i wonder what will happen next. -.- we deal to be here at 8.30 pm. but he arrived at 9 pm. okay may be not too late. may be it is just half an hour. tapi tak tau kenapa aku geram jugak malam tu.hahaha :D

bila dia dah sampai , aku rasa nak marah je, tapi tahan beb! tamau tunjuk garang pada tutoring pertama .hahaha.. i asked him, why are you late? (with smile :) ) then he answered, " i just came back from kemaman." ouh okay, i forgive you this time. memandangkan kemaman tu agak jauh kan..kesian pulak kat dia. mesti dia penat kan baru sampai. terus lembut hati aku.hahaha :D so we start our tutoring. sumpah nervous doe! why? sebab first time official tutoring la kan. tergagap gagap aku cakap dengan dia. its not that i'm not confident of what i'm saying, it's just i'm afraid if he couldn't understand what i'm trying to explain. hahaha kelakar doe ! well, such a great experience.then, all of sudden Amirul muncul.. haha best2. semua pn blur masa mula2 tu. aku ni lagi la..blur nak ajar mane 1.

so private tutoring tu berjalan dengan lancar dan begitulah seterusnya. hanya mereka berdua je yang aku buat appointment. student lain ,based on PKA program saje. Tapi tiba-tiba... Engku ada masalah dengan course registration. so dia terpaksa drop subject account utk sem ni.. sedih ~~ walaupun begitu, dia tetap follow tutoring as usual together with Amirul.

so untill today- 5th OCTOBER 2011. today was the paper.the final examination paper. once Amirul text me , i straightly called him and asked how was the paper? did he answer all question? had an enough or less time? i was so worried you know. i slept at 5 am last night because thinking of what question will be coming out. then, he told me he answered all the questions.but he don't know whether he answered it correctly or not. and i told him, it doesnt matter,as long as you answer, im sure there will be marks given.

Now, i can't wait for his result. haha may be i'm too excited. imagine if you were me, when you tried to use you talent and all is out, for sure you will hope for a good result.especially for the first try. so this is my first try and would be my first achievement. hopefully, he will get good marks. Ya Allah Yang Maha Pemurah Lagi Maha Penyayang, lembutkan lah hati pemeriksa kertas account Amirul agar dia mendapat markah yang bagus. Amin~~

p/s : so next semester its your turn Engku :))

LOVE THEM VERY MUCH <3 :D